Fret Not, Lily

I've been received a few comments on my past few entries lately. Comment kata gila-lah, tak tahu-lah sama ada comment itu menyokong entry saya atau memulang paku buah keras pada saya and some more telling that myself need a theraphy for my heart lah, well, i guest, my anonymous commentators was such a caring person. And I appreciate that! But wonder why they didn't put their link back so that i can thanks them for being such a caring person. So "nice" of you dear anonymous. 

Enuff said, what ever i have been written and done here is my story and i share what i think, what i feel and it is up to me how to write my own ending. I apologize kalau ada yang tak senang/sehaluan dengan apa yang disampaikan di sini.

Okay, for the book which I reviewed before this, some peoples taking it wrongly or maybe take it emotionally and maybe dah mistakenly ter-relate dengan life dia kot. Sentap nok? Menghentam orang itu memang seronok tetapi bila diri dah di hentam semula sila vice versa ye.

For all to know memang the conventional way is mmmuuucccchhhx100zillions better. Having our own favourite book, put on our glasses, reading it while on the bed before we off to dreamland and woke up in the morning found out that air liur basi dah melepek-lepek kat atas last page kita baca; memang syok.

Ekceli, what I'm trying to explained on that entry was the idea of applying  the "canggih teknologi" in our daily life, not just nak playing games, socializing tak bertempat, atau jadi pusat mengeksploitasi orang lain. Got what i mean?

Nevermind, everyone have their own perception. That's why my parent always remind me, DO NOT SMS-SMS, cakap-lah depan-depan, sometimes apa yang kita tulis tu kita maksudkan lain tapi memberi makna yang lain pada yang membacanya. Kan dah kena kat batang hidung sendiri. Padan muka sendiri, Lily!

And talking about theraphy; yes, i am absolutely need a theraphy. Not just for my mind, my heart, my soul but for the whole body; for the whole of my life I'm having right now. Need to neutralize back myself and bring back the "me-Lily". Maybe I'm just having too much an abusive life for the past few years...........

"Keganasan terhadap wanita bukan sahaja tertakluk kepada penderaan fizikal, tetapi meliputi juga penderaan psikologi dan emosi . Ugutan, penghinaan, menjatuhkan maruah wanita boleh meninggalkan kesan buruk sama seperti penderaan fizikal kerana ianya boleh membahayakan nilai harga diri dan perasaan wanita dan keupayaan beliau mengawal kehidupan diri." - Yayasan Dakwah Islamiah Malaysia

“I have a history of making decisions very quickly about men. I have always fallen in love fast and without measuring risks. I have a tendency not only to see the best in everyone, but to assume that everyone is emotionally capable of reaching his highest potential. I have fallen in love more times than I care to count with the highest potential of a man, rather than with the man himself, and I have hung on to the relationship for a long time (sometimes far too long) waiting for the man to ascend to his own greatness. Many times in romance I have been a victim of my own optimism.” Elizabeth Gilbert, Eat, Pray, Love